I am tired of this mess. I am fed up of seeing things scattered all around. I am tired of saving the left overs and seeing them fed to the insects and fungus. I have had enough of seeing things getting rotten, decomposed and decayed . I am tired of this natural procedure of decay of food, body and brain cells. I have seen the depletion of goals, morals and the soul. I have seen the growth of discontentment arising from all this mess around me. I have seen the excitement growing, coming down and then fading away in the routine. I am tired of routine and our natural desire to fit into one . I am tired of considering being settled in order to be happy, basically searching the happiness in WORLD's ways. I am bored of the world and people in it including myself, not because they harm me anyhow but because they ( including me ) have stopped inspiring me. All I see and do is uninspired and unmotivated actions leading to compliance. Compliance , Convention and Trend have always been a resistance for me - it still is. I did not grow up at all.
I am tired of coping with the relations. I am bored of hollowness in conversations. I freak out of the judgemental attitude when someone tries to be honest and self. I am tired of friends getting separated in meeting the ends of Life and moving on to various stages of Life. I hate being away from my Love and being unable to actually see him, when I need to.
I hate being social and use social media inspite of spending most of my days right there. I am a loner and still hate being lonely.
I am full of contradictions, when I want to take the decisions and rather too firm when probably things need flexibility.
One thing that I always loved is to write, but took at the piece of shit I am writing after a long break. I am tired of taking breaks. Sometimes, I even forget what I am taking a break from.
I am tired of not following my passions and already feel tired of dreaming.
I am tired of whining or complaining but still I do so. . You See?? .. I am so tired of remembering, I tend to forget all I was trying to remember.
And you know what, now I am really tired of being tired too !! Lets's break the circle !!
I am tired of coping with the relations. I am bored of hollowness in conversations. I freak out of the judgemental attitude when someone tries to be honest and self. I am tired of friends getting separated in meeting the ends of Life and moving on to various stages of Life. I hate being away from my Love and being unable to actually see him, when I need to.
I hate being social and use social media inspite of spending most of my days right there. I am a loner and still hate being lonely.
I am full of contradictions, when I want to take the decisions and rather too firm when probably things need flexibility.
One thing that I always loved is to write, but took at the piece of shit I am writing after a long break. I am tired of taking breaks. Sometimes, I even forget what I am taking a break from.
I am tired of not following my passions and already feel tired of dreaming.
I am tired of whining or complaining but still I do so. . You See?? .. I am so tired of remembering, I tend to forget all I was trying to remember.
And you know what, now I am really tired of being tired too !! Lets's break the circle !!
